Oh hecks, for the past two consecutive nights I have being getting strange dreams. Maybe not-so-the-strange but yes it suddenly pop up. Well, as you people know that it has almost been a year since I graduate and maybe some of them I have not keep in touch [just because I can't be bothered, okay kidding] and it has been days-weeks-months and almost year since I heard anything from them.

Okay, to shorten the story, I dreamt something weird about each of them. Suddenly, them haunting me. The haunt to kill me - if i'm not wrong. One by one come chased after me and I have no where to run as everyone is killing after me. Preety weird right? I don't know why cause I thought to have such nightmare for one night only would be fine but it's two-straight-night.

From what I consider from the dream, I thought that I have to be more mature. Oh hey, 18 in 14 days time! Yes, 18 is a big figure and I need to take another step forward to understand maturity. Well, I have already some part of my holiday starring at blank walls and reflect on my life [surprising I did that, oh] and yes some I felt so immaturity ; so childish.

It's time to be someone. Someone that's mature enough to make decision and think for it's action. I have to learn to handle misunderstanding better and also have to handle a problem in more to an adult thinking. Which I pressume that I'm on the process though.

December ending soon and it's almost three months I left speechless to them or maybe longer, I don't know. I'm not saying that I literally missed them so much as I do have some rockefellah people to boost the energy around me but what I thought from the dream is just that it's a wake up call for me.

I rather hope I could handle the maturity stage preety well because it's less than a month before I officially turn 18 [ Eff and Amir, I'm big! Haa. ] Being 18 is not a matter of being maturity but I will be in year 2. Oh it's effing fast I know. I thought I just had my DPA PPP yesterday.

To think back 2009, I spend it well enough. Early this year I met faboloso people that do cherish the moment of my life. Mid year, I met another great bunch of rockefella people. I'm just a little down to the end of the year - a little depression I guess. But nevertheless, 2009 has been treating me great.

What I really hope for 2010 is .... to be in a relationship. HAA! I'll be thinking about my resolution for 2010 soon but maybe to be in a relationship maybe listed on my faboloso list.

Off now as I had to think about my coming cruise birthday celebration. I had to think what shall I bring and had to pack it into those luggage really soon! At the same time, I didn't prepared anything for my maths ut as I can bet all of them didn't too. So yes, getting a D again is better than getting a X - which I will be getting as I'm party-till-I-forget-to-stop on the January 5th.

One last thing, before I end my night, I shall look up for one of this restaurant at Arab St which rather catch my faboloso attention.

Oh hecks, for the past two consecutive nights I have being getting strange dreams. Maybe not-so-the-strange but yes it suddenly pop up. Well, as you people know that it has almost been a year since I graduate and maybe some of them I have not keep in touch [just because I can't be bothered, okay kidding] and it has been days-weeks-months and almost year since I heard anything from them.

Okay, to shorten the story, I dreamt something weird about each of them. Suddenly, them haunting me. The haunt to kill me - if i'm not wrong. One by one come chased after me and I have no where to run as everyone is killing after me. Preety weird right? I don't know why cause I thought to have such nightmare for one night only would be fine but it's two-straight-night.

From what I consider from the dream, I thought that I have to be more mature. Oh hey, 18 in 14 days time! Yes, 18 is a big figure and I need to take another step forward to understand maturity. Well, I have already some part of my holiday starring at blank walls and reflect on my life [surprising I did that, oh] and yes some I felt so immaturity ; so childish.

It's time to be someone. Someone that's mature enough to make decision and think for it's action. I have to learn to handle misunderstanding better and also have to handle a problem in more to an adult thinking. Which I pressume that I'm on the process though.

December ending soon and it's almost three months I left speechless to them or maybe longer, I don't know. I'm not saying that I literally missed them so much as I do have some rockefellah people to boost the energy around me but what I thought from the dream is just that it's a wake up call for me.

I rather hope I could handle the maturity stage preety well because it's less than a month before I officially turn 18 [ Eff and Amir, I'm big! Haa. ] Being 18 is not a matter of being maturity but I will be in year 2. Oh it's effing fast I know. I thought I just had my DPA PPP yesterday.

To think back 2009, I spend it well enough. Early this year I met faboloso people that do cherish the moment of my life. Mid year, I met another great bunch of rockefella people. I'm just a little down to the end of the year - a little depression I guess. But nevertheless, 2009 has been treating me great.

What I really hope for 2010 is .... to be in a relationship. HAA! I'll be thinking about my resolution for 2010 soon but maybe to be in a relationship maybe listed on my faboloso list.

Off now as I had to think about my coming cruise birthday celebration. I had to think what shall I bring and had to pack it into those luggage really soon! At the same time, I didn't prepared anything for my maths ut as I can bet all of them didn't too. So yes, getting a D again is better than getting a X - which I will be getting as I'm party-till-I-forget-to-stop on the January 5th.

One last thing, before I end my night, I shall look up for one of this restaurant at Arab St which rather catch my faboloso attention.